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Sunday, February 28, 2010

Age

24 is a fucking scary stage to step over

the responsibilities
and
the commitments
are hell too scary

why the hell I need to grow up
can I choose not to grow up



this thought came across my mind
while I am chatting with dear Yvonne just now

What turf!!!

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Get to Know Yourself Better

Get to know yourself better

Dear Gurly Hui Ling, below are your Personality Tests result:

Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (Never for long... Hehehe...)

Your view on yourself:
  • You are intelligent (Am I? Keke =P)
  • Honest (Sometimes, but I think I am more too straight forward)
  • Sweet (Yes I am! I love PINK! =D)
  • You are friendly to everybody (Not really...)
  • Don't like conflict (Yea, I will try my best to avoid conflict, but I love to see people conflict)
  • Because you're so cheerful (Most of the time =P)
  • Fun people are naturally attracted to you (Really? Is Takeshi a fun person? *shy*)
  • Like to talk to you (Hmmm, maybe I am talkative and funny?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking:
  • You like serious (Just like Takeshi, he is sooo man right? Kan kan kan!!)
  • Smart (Just like Takeshi!! =D)
  • Determined people (YES!!!)
  • You don't judge a book by its cover (I judge by 'its' content, not fully content will be OUT!)
  • So good-looking people aren't necessarily your style (Yameh? All the men I love all good looking, all my bfs are quite good looking wor, that's why they are my ex!! Ish!!)
  • This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes (Really? What say you? =P)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
  • You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship (Hmmm... correct!)

The seriousness of your love:
  • You have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex (Hmmm.. I forgot =S)
  • In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive (Betul kah?)
  • So you will find yourself with plenty of dates (Yameh? This is Cheat one!!)

Your views on education:
  • Education is very important in life (If somebody is a smartass, if not... pointless)
  • You want to study hard (No, study smart!)
  • Learn as much as you can (YES absolutely! Who doesn't want to learn more and absorb more!?)

The right job for you:
  • You're a practical person (Hmmm, most of the time I am)
  • Will choose a secure job with a steady income (Hmmm... I wanna be a Si Tau Poh wor, steady income or not?)
  • Knowing what you like to do is important (YES! I hate the feeling of getting lost and stuck!)
  • Find a regular job doing just that (Regular job ah... like what? Housewife? Eeewww!)
  • You'll be set for life (@.@''' Who set for me?)

How do you view success:
  • You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career (YES YES YES!!)
  • Nothing will stop you from trying (Nothing will stop me from doing anything!)

What are you most afraid of:
  • You are afraid of things that you cannot control (I hate things out of my control)
  • Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel (Hmmm... true true true!)

Eh, not bad ler this test! Quite accurate! Try it!! =)

给: 你 很恐怖

To lead 要当阿头
First 首先
You have to show your ability 你必须让别人知道你的能力
of being a leader 成为一个领导的能力

To be a Leader 要做一个阿头
First 首先
You must know 你必须知道
How to show your ability 如何去表现你自己

Chances do not always 机会
Come to you 不是常有的
You
Must know how to appreciate 要懂得珍惜
and Fully utilize it 和好好利用每个机会

Do not blame or angry 不要生气也不要埋怨 要反省
If you are failed 如果 你失败了

Do not speak 保持沉默
When people is asking you 每当别人问起
Why you failed 为什么你失败了
You may show your weaknesses 你也许会让对方知道 你的缺点
Also your ugly face 你丑陋的一面

Try to solve 尝试去解决
But not to push away 而不是推卸
Responsibilities 责任

Know what to do 知道你该做的
Do what you should be doing 和做你该做的

Be responsible 负责任
Be alert 醒目
Be smart 学聪明点


以上这段话
是我很想向某人说的
老实说
经过几次的“好言相劝”之后
我不知道我应该如何
与某人沟通

我说的
她总是不明白
还是她不听

我常常
热脸贴冷屁股
我的一长串“肺腑之言”
换来的只是几粒字
我懂
每个人并不会如我想象般回应我
但是
也起码给一些反应嘛

我很希望某人能独立
我很希望某人不要再依赖我

我很讨厌
我真的很讨厌

我很少会讨厌到此等地步
讨厌到我不知道该如何与人沟通

我不喜欢这样
但是我不会虚伪
我也不想伪装
令到自己那么辛苦
没那个必要

我敢大声说
我是一个有责任感的人
所以
不喜欢没责任感的人
不喜欢推卸责任的人
我的不喜欢程度
就快到了我对政治人物
那种不屑的心态了

到底
什么时候
某人才会清楚的知道
自己的工作范围是什么
自己该做的是什么
不该做的又是什么

还有
我最讨厌的
就是
Time Management

如果不会打理时间
那是你的事
可是当你连累到其他人
那是你的错
因为你不会安排自己的时间
因为你的不认真
而连累到别人
那是你的错

不要说别人不疼爱你
那是你自找的
如果要别人疼爱你
如果要别人信任你
首先
你要做的

就是给别人信心
你是行的

不要总是埋怨
总是沉默不语
阴深莫测

很恐怖

Friday, February 19, 2010

老友鬼鬼


好恐怖,不知不觉我们已经相识20年了!
What turf time really flies!!
这20年里,我也记不是很清楚,到底我们是怎样走过来的~ 哈哈!
当然,我们是有经历过风风雨雨的。
至于有没有争吵什么的,我相信是有吧,小孩子的时候啊,是不是就我不要跟你好,你不可以跟他好,幼稚到死!
呵呵~

年纪越大了(好像很老酱 >.<'''),我们分享的事情也从一个领域跳去另一个领域。
我们可以两只猫,就“浩浩荡荡”出发,去吃冰。这样也很爽的~

我想啊,我们应该会成为世交了吧?
20年叻,我真的不敢相信!
我可以不要承认吗?我才那么21岁,怎么可能1岁就认识你呢?
>.<'''

Anyhow,看到你有今天的成就,真的很替你开心和光荣 =)

不过叻,你对某些人的脾气叻,是真的应该要改咯!
跳下去longkang在吃两tuk狗屎你是不会醒的咯!
(Sorry har,我们这班朋友讲话就是那么直接难听的 =D)

以后啊,要想到清清楚楚,到底这个人是不是真的适合你自己,是不是就是你要的那个人?这个人,明白你讲的话没有;他懂你要的是什么吗?
还有叻,你也要给别人安全感啦,不然人家的疑心病会一次比一次严重!

至于你的压力,真的真的,要想办法去overcome掉它。
不然,你会一天比一天压力,脾气就一天比一天臭!

好啦,新年流流,又适逢你大日子,不要念你那么多,等下讲我长气。

Happy Birthday!!!
最重要,身体健康!
发大财!
Huat Ah!!!

Remember

Before I end my day, I would love to write something, to memorize this very special night.
I thought, this CNY is a very boring one for me, but everything is worth after I had my night with my girls.
CL, CL & PSP =)

It's really wonderful that we can spent our night together before we all head back to the hectic working life.

Due to PSP's birthday is coming very soon, and I might not be around during that day, so I suggested to celebrate her birthday during our K session. I got two YES! So happy =P

I knew we all gave PSP a big surprise, but too bad the birthday cake came into our room in a sudden, and the stupid birthday song cut in sooooo slow!! We were all stunned and don't know what to do, or I shall say we don't know how to react to what's happening at that moment @.@

However, we are very spontaneous type of people, we managed to 'break' the awkward moment, tee hee =P

What I wanna memorize the most is, the sharing moment we had. It's really a very lovely and caring moment for me. I never thought that four of us could sit down and talk about all these things. I though CL might give us a very cold (cool?) answer by not giving much expression or reaction, but she DID!! To our surprise!!
As for PSP, I really felt like wanna slap her wake up =P
Really beh tahan with her pattern! Anyhow, wish she gets what she wants at the end la~
Good things for sure will come to us =D

CL, no worry, I am sure you can apply all the theories you heard tonight, sure you gonna use it one day =D

This is why I love sharing, it shows everyone's caring about each other =)




Thursday, February 18, 2010

Mac, My Baby Boy =)

Oh
I looked so yeng I can be a model already

Being punished by Jie Jie
Coz I notty
=(

I'm the King of the house
King Mac
=D

Jie Jie treat me as a Girl again
Ci Sin one Jie Jie
=(

I made Papa angry just now
How how how
Nobody's gonna help me this time
How how how
=(







Wednesday, February 17, 2010

醉翁之意不在酒

醉翁之意不在酒

无意间
发现这张N年前拍下的照片
一年了吧

某人啊
你还记得吗

我记得
因为这些照片
你说我的拍摄技术进步了
爽到

现在看回
还真的不错嘛

=)

Monday, February 15, 2010

Quick Post Before I'm Out =)


Hi peeps, Happy Chinese New Year!
I am very excited now as I am wearing my new clothes now~ Weeeeee =D

Before I go out having dinner with my gals, there's something I wanna share with all of you gals here! Guess what's that?
Make up? Facial products? Anything else?
Tee hee~ It's something like hair accessories!!

My dearest colleague Kelly found this very useful thingy in a magazine, it can be easily found in Japan, but not in Malaysia!
Still can't guess what is that?

In Chinese, we called it 玉米发夹, let's just called it Jagung Hair Clips =P
Let's have a good look at this Jagung Hair Clips

I got this from a shop called Yokoso Shikuya (Shikuyo?) which can be found in KL Pavilion. It's located same floor with the food court. You may find this shop while you are walking to the main door from food court, it should be on your left, opposite Speedy. Not sure whether it is a Speedy or not, it's a CDs/DVDs shop la. Besides, in front of Yokoso Shikuya(Shikuyo?) you may find a lot of kiosks in front of it!

There's another shop, Yokoso Japan, this one located in One Utama Shopping Complex. It's located at Old Wing, just right beside Sasa.

I think both shops are same one, but no idea why the name is different? Anyway, you may find a lot of amazing and time saving 扮靓靓 thingys in the shops!! You can't stop yourself from buying all the things in it! I personally heart the one in Pavilion. The space is bigger and more comfortable to shop.

Damn nice to use ler!!
I don't know the exact correct way to use it, to make sure the effect keeps longer, but for my own, I've tried few different ways, and my hair look absolutely volume up and look nice! =D

After washing my hair, I blow 100% dry my hair, then pick partly of my hair and clip them using this Jagung Hair Clips.
If I am rushing out, I will clip for around 10-15mins; If I clip it at night, I would just clip and go to sleep.
The result are absolutely the same! Of course, the overnight one will last longer.
If you wanna last longer and longer, you may apply some hair products on your hair first before you clip your hair. It will make the zig zag zig zag look nicer and last longer, from morning till night!!

Besides blowing your hair 100% dry, you may dry it 80% dry, then you may start clipping your hair using the Jagung Hair Clips. The 20% wet hair also will help to make the zig zag zig zag stay longer!

oh, my poor eye bag =(

See! I am doing it now! Can't wait to see the super nice result later!

Oh ya, the zig zag zig zag might look bigger than those you do in salon, but for me I think bigger nicer, it can really volume up the hair in a more natural way! Amazingly!!!
Apart from that, another reason I heart this Jagung Hair Clips so much is~ It won't make your hair looks dry and dead after 'zig zag-ing' your hair! I just heart it!! =D
Let me repeat myself... It just volume up your hair in a very natural way!!
Weeeeeee =D

The result!!
Looks too zig zag? Never mind, all I have to do now is use some water to tap on my hair. Then poof~
It will look just nice =D
Weeeeee =D

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Hey

Hey 我真的好想你

不知道你现在到底在哪里

你是否也像我一样

在想你

Saturday, February 13, 2010

I am Back ! (?)

哇,认真说起来, 我好像快一个月没认真地在自己的blog留下字迹。
有点不像我自己。

我很忙吗?
也没有,mang zhang就常有。
我不勤劳吗?
也不是,目前正开始慢慢的展开自己小小的生意。

好啦 好啦
两个字讲完
懒惰

懒惰这个形容词,也还真的很可怜,每次都被人用来当借口。
嗯,除了懒惰,还有什么呢?
……啊!
我没有灵感啦!
我都有在看blog啊,我也有留言啊,虽然不多,但我还是每天都在读者大家的blog。
只是,我自己不懂要说些什么,写些什么。
最近生活没什么大起大落,也没之前常去找吃的,没什么特别的可以分享呐。

我也常看回自己之前的文章,好像都在埋怨似的。
我不想做一个非常typical的女人,放工晚上和朋友见面,一开口就是不停地向朋友“倾诉”工作上的不满。美其名是倾诉,现实点是投诉。
之前好几次,和好友出去晚餐的时候,隔壁桌的女人们,都不停地在投诉自己工作多辛苦多委屈,小小声说就没关系,还要是大大声的叻,怕死隔壁四桌听不见她似的!
看到她们,我好像看到我之前的自己。只懂得投诉,却不会想办法去把整个situation解决。
投诉有什么用?最重要是了解状况,再去解决。

她们,好像很可悲酱,生活都被工作占据,然后遇到不满和不开心,就是约三五知己出来倾诉个够。
这样,也许心情会好些,可是又有什么用?
(好像很感慨酱 =.=''')

讲人家,其实我自己还不是一样。
最近工作上(哪!自己还不是工作!),常常遇到令我很dulan的情况。更令我讨厌的,总是同一个人,同样的事情,一直不停不停地发生。
我从好言相劝,直截了当,温文尔雅,到现在……我不懂该如何与某人沟通。我假不下去了啦!
在公司,我都尽量保持笑脸迎人,如没什么大件事,我都不会说有太多别的情绪在脸上。
可是,某人却有本事令我冷冷的回话,也还蛮本事的嘛!(有够讽刺!)

我要忍住!不然我等下又要开始“倾诉”了!
新年快到了,不要说些令人dulan的事情。

今年的新年,我其实没什么feel到,是因为自己老了,还是因为太忙了,忙到没什么多余的时间去feel它?
忙归忙,我还是很努力的血拼,可是怎么拼就是感受不到。
一定是因为1U的新年布置惹的祸!明明就虎年嘛,干嘛摆上了猫!Ish >.<'''
最讨厌猫了!虽然它们(只限于1U decor而已!活生生的例外!)都很可爱,可是我还是没办法对它们有好感咯。
虎年嘛,不是猫年叻,1U怎么啦?
没赚钱,所以趁这个机会放大大个的招财猫来招财?

除了什么都feel不到,更夸张的,我今年只买了三套衣服过年。
根本就不是我嘛!
(最主要的原因,我没办法等到过年,买了就马上立刻想办法要穿那些新衣!)

至于我自己的工作上,妈咪说我容易遇到小人,会对我工作有阻滞,所以要小心。这些东西,很难预测,还是听妈咪话好点。
之前,不计较地为工作作出小付出,果然是有回报的。
我不晓得人家心里真正是如何判断我这个人,可是我能够感受到,那些差别了。
人类,也还是真的很现实嘛!(我自己也是~)

吃一点小亏,是没关系的。
只要过得到自己那关就好了。
偶尔,觉得自己还蛮有potential做个workaholic =)

我很享受赶工的过程,真的!
希望这不是一个病态啦!呵呵!

结尾之前,我想说……
我还是没办法接受自己已经转了两圈了。
可是,我却有很想说,今年我是皇!我话事!你们谁都得听我的!
Muahahahahaha!

农历新年快到了,在这里祝大家
HUAT AH !!!!!


Wish everyone A Prosperous & Happy Chinese New Year
Huat ah!!!!!

Monday, February 01, 2010

甜心 陈宝朱

林达浪顶着一个那么丑的香菇头
你喜欢他什么啊?

我喜欢他
很单纯

我喜欢他
会逗我笑

我喜欢他
凡事不爱斤斤计较

我喜欢他
当别人对他做了不好的事
他也从来不会记恨

你怎么知道
他不会记恨你抛弃他?
对他造成伤害呢?

如果他记住的话
也是应该的
可是
如果我可以把心里的话
跟他说完

他要恨我
也没有关系